Thursday, November 27, 2008

gemala sari???

ni bdak2 yang nak jadik model...ending up doin pre-med!! ngee~

Friday, September 26, 2008

umm suppose dah comot2 gak arr
lpas performance mlm 27 ogos
mlm ambang merdeka..
haha i was d narrator~

selamat tinggal?


Saat-saat ini jiwaku

Mula merasa ragu

Adakah benar kita

Ditakdirkan bersama

Andai tiap patah kata

Harus dilaga

Harus dibidas

Tegakah hubungan

Yang hanya penuh rasa



Bagaimana kita sampai ke

Titik ini yang sungguh aneh

Kemana hilangnya senyuman

Manis, tawa mesra

Ucapan kata yang istimewa?

Adakah kita

Di persimpangan yang terakhir?

Mungkinkah ini

Ucapan selamat tinggal

Buat kita?

Friday, August 15, 2008

What leads to feminism?

Well, mostly I think it’s a person’s background. Or more precisely a woman’s background. Not just her family background but also her surroundings, like neighbourhood, school, work place and etc.

You can have the worst case scenario, where the man in the family is a total jerk. Maybe he is a father who is a total looser that is irresponsible and loves pushing people around. Perhaps she has a father that had always wanted a son, and ended up with daughters. Treat them second class, like they don’t deserve anything good for themselves. Sometimes fathers constantly push a daughter to compete with a male sibling.

First the daughter might be intimidated by the opposite gender, but then as she grows, she might just outgrow the fear and overcome it through a whole new perspective. They can be better than a man. The can manage without a man. They do not need a man. They feel like they can do anything, which a man can do.

Of course there is gender biasness everywhere. Not just when picking a class monitor, or during a job interview. A man is preferred rather than a woman, simply because woman is fussy. Some people might say that. But if a man is meticulous, he is respected. What’s the difference?

When a man is chosen because he is outspoken, he is just being true. But if a woman speaks the truth, she has got a bad mouth. A woman has too many strings attached. A woman is a mother, someone’s wife, someone’s daughter or daughter in law, too many obligations. A woman has maternity leave. No work but must pay.

A woman needs a longer time to do everything. She has to re-do her make-up every time after prayer. She eats slower and she walks slower. So? Why became a feminist? Because not all that had been said is true. We re-do our make up, but we don’t show up late for work because we wake up late every morning. We are diligent, we want to make up, and we wake up early. We eat longer? Most of the times, we are on diet. We walk slower? But only if we’re at the third trimester of our pregnancy.

The weird truth is, that nowadays we are sophisticated enough to ignore gender biasness. But our customs and beliefs are just moulded together in the idea that men are better than women. Even though both sex pretty much have their own unique qualities and flaws.

But hey, try imagining a man, breast feeding a baby? Not much of a view rite???


Thursday, August 14, 2008

early friday morning...*blurred*

its only abt 9...woke up for subuh, went bfarst wt my fwen mira...then sending her n dhamirah to the gate...oh.. kisasian are having deir reunion both of them r heading to kl...nak ikut!!!
so much to do..but i decided to giv myself anthr break...[aftr last nitelaa, tgk tv] i updated my music files...stare at myself thru the im writing then aftr dish...get bak to bisness..huhu
loads n loads of tuto to b done...
wish me luck!!!!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

almost home....

as time flies
leaving me in this place
that i now
call home
a place that stores
many beginnings
but none of what
you call endings
the pure anticipation
that makes me skip a
often leave me
wondering, when
will i ever feel
in this home
with four walls
and a roof
or maybe it is
a house...
never really is
a home...
because my home
is where my heart
truly belongs
never here
but a place
somewhere else
yet to be discovered...
but i am nearer...
almost home...

dlm kenangan...M.A.C...

muah n umie...
she was in my dorm tyme f4 n f5...
jadi classmate time f5...
ni tgh tnggu nak g amek award[konon2 nye laa]
im sure this was a wonderful n great day for many seserians out der...
i was a wee bit saddish...coz ntah bile nak jmpe kawan2 lg...
ppl move one, the bondings fade...but one ting im sure,
memories remain...
the sweetest or the bitter ones...
but dey do stay..
n mine is for life...
to all seserians out der...
strive for wat u prayers r wt u guys...
may all of us, achieve wat we deserve...